My computer is finally working! During this time of being without my computer I’ve had a lot of time to think, read and get my thoughts on paper. I am one of those people who hates to waste time. I feel guilty if I sleep late or if I am sitting zoning out watching some stupid reality show for hours when I could be doing something to improve my life. But lately it seems all I’ve been doing is wasting time. I don’t sleep late because I have trouble sleeping but I do sit and aimlessly watch T.V, check blogs or look on every employment site there is for a job, usually any job. But as I prayed for clarity and direction and I filled my soul with every positive quote that I could find and of course the love of my friends and family I learned some things. Sometimes the things that you are meant to do scare you the most. That fear can stop you in your tracks and delay you on your path to greatness. People might mean well they will stop you on that path. I have a pile of information on becoming a secretary, a court reporter, or a bus driver. There is nothing wrong with any of those professions but I would be totally unhappy and I would probably get fired! Know what you’re worth. I am so desperate to find a job at one point I said I had to take anything, but anything won’t feed my son or pay my bills or help have a place of my own. I need to get as close to that as possible. I know sometimes you have to do what you have to do, but it doesn’t hurt to ask. That goes for every relationship. I have always gave more and accepted less, know your worth. So not having the computer was great it gave me some time and it helped me find some clarity.
The struggle you’re in today is developing the strength you need† for tomorrow. †† positivelifetips